-最近の気持ち-

（猫が大嫌いけど、この絵はかわいいでしょう？！＾－＾皆、一緒に頑張れ！）

最近、私は大学のこと、超忙しいんになった、寝るの時間が十分じゃないから、よくいらいらした。そばにいるの人と堪忍袋の緒が切れった。今、ちょっと恥ずかしいよ。あたしは口げんかした人と、ごめんねだと言いたい。

でもさ、その女はいつも私をいじめているだと思うよ！四年前から、彼女はいつも私とけんかしたいみたい。変体～～多分私は敏感だよね。

皆どんどん疲れているみたいね。もうすぐ試験があるからでしょう？！プロジェトがたくさんあるし、レポートを書きなきゃし。。。先日、私も耐えらなかった。本当に泣きたい。体と頭が超疲れちゃったから。毎日、毎晩、レポートを書かなければならない。毎晩（朝？）四時ごろ、寝られる。大変だね。。。

大学中で、どこでも厳しい顔を見える。ちょっと怖い。あぁ。。気が強い人になりたいよ！今から、頑張ります。皆もね！

週末なら、二つ友達の誕生日のパーティがあるよ。楽しみけど、時間が十分がないね。勉強なら、まだ始めませんから、緊張して。どうすればいい？

試験に、絶対にできるよね。はい！復習に行こう！

-Baby Nat-

Introducing to you a new addition to the family!!! NATHANIEL!! We call him Nat for short. He was born a couple of days back, on Sunday, 19th October :)

Wahahaha my parents have been upgraded to become GRANDPARENTS! So go figure how i'm related to Nat. Hahaha! But he's definitely not my child, thank you very much.
He'll be baptised near Christmas~~

And he has a cool Chinese name. So unlike the names during our time ^-^

However cute he is, he's quite a handful! My brother-in-law said he feels stressed out by Nat when Nat was just 2 days old! He's the only wailing baby in the nursery most of the time.

Just on Saturday, my brother-in-law was just telling me he was rather apprehensive about his child's birth because he felt that he "had not enjoyed life enough" but by Sunday, he was grinning nonstop and a proud look on his face when he pushed Nat out of the delivery suite! He practically ignored my sister all together! ROFL! Luckily my sister was too tired to notice :)

Thank you God for this beautiful child!

-Fun-Filled Day-

Perhaps the happiness can be partly attributed to the relief of assignment deadlines being met for the week and the next one is 2 weeks away. Yesterday was really a day packed with laughter, happiness and memorable events! Despite the fatigue when i reached home, i only entered Dreamland after tossing and turning for goodness knows how long. The adrenaline rush left me very high and intoxicated as i was doing my QT recalling the day's happenings not without silently chuckling to myself occassionally ^-^

The day started very well. I enjoy PublicFinance lectures because i like what i'm learning and i like the lecturer. Haha she's a very motherly figure and bothers to explain things to us in the most effective way and draws real life experiences to the cold-hard theories we read in texts. Finally a lecturer who teaches us how to apply what we learn! Those theories that we learn are terribly unrealistic with those idealistic assumptions! But kudos to the lecturer! I enjoy her lessons the most even though it requires a whole lot of concentration and deduction.

After lecture, kl, charm, dan, mg and i went to do sm's survey! A pretty interesting survey! I would love to see what they gather from our results. Heh! Sm! I want to know my score! I know i pressed a couple of keys wrongly though -_-

So we all trudged to BizCanteen after the survey to have lunch! Whee~ And Lx joined us too! Haha! As you might imagine, we were having loads of fun, poking fun at each other and joking about the difference in quality of food despite just being a stone's throw away from the Deck. Chuckles. Charm kept repeating that all the drinks from the fruit stall almost had a homogenous colour despite of what fruit you order! The dumpling incident was hilarious. The questions Kl posed to Mg and Dan were completely different! ROFL. But i shan't go through the tedious details and bore anyone further.

While everyone's day had ended at 12, i still had tutorial at 2! But tutorial was heartening as the tutor went through the answers of my graded assignment. Much better than the previous one!

Finally after the tutorial, my school week was OVER!! Hurray! So i went to meet zx and studied for a short while before we decided to give up studying all together and take a walk around the school. In short, that marked the end of our study session. Hahaha!

We only went back to the library to grab our bags and leave the oppressive place after loitering around with no paticular purpose. Zx even made a comment that she finally understood what those youths felt when she counselled them. She asked them "Why won't you go home?" or something along that line and their reply was "Nothing to do so just hang around lor!" And that was exactly what we were doing! Just hanging around! WAHAHA!

Oh yea...something happened in the library and i am pretty apologetic about it. Ah Sry Dan! Though you probably won't get to read this at all...yea..i'm so sorry i accidentally slapped/whacked/hurt/push you! AHHH!! Errr... totally unintentional and even i was shocked by my own strength >.<

But take good care of your back yea!

Anway, zx drove, so Myr, sm and i stood to gain!! Wheee!! Finally a gathering again after such a long time!! I simply can't stop laughing at these gatherings. ROFL. The level of noise we must have made! It was for Fen's 21st!!

Fen's is the most camera shy person i have met but for the benefit of Wen being able to see what we have done, she obligingly let the "paparazzi" snap countless shots of her though her discomfort was apparent! She kept requesting that we stop taking pictures of her though! ROFL! But see the extent Fen is willing to go for Wen!

See the blue thing next to Fen below?! It's our birthday card disguised in a form of a Secret Manual of martial arts skills. Hahaha with pictures of the moves and our "explanations". The secret to live-long happiness!

Fen said she would puke if she saw another cake so in replacement of a cake, we got her a muffin! Hahaha! It would be hilarious if really got her a bun and a candle stuck on it. Wheehee~

Zx wanted us to relive our meeting days in LT4 or was it LT2? Hahah whatever it is, i only remember it's the LT with green plastic chairs that we spent so many countless hours together sitting in a circle discussing work and gossiping. Yups! So here we are, sitting in a circle once again, and chit chatting :)
The EMO shot. THIS is how Myr looks when she is feeling emo. ROFL!
The genuine smiles of happiness caught on camera!

Hahah ML and i were smsing each other on our journey home and we were both smiling to our handphone screens. Hahah! Mann! The 2 of us were laughing so much just walking to the station! Really the miss her lame jokes which are losing its lameness due to lack of practice, or so she claims. ROFL.

I had a great day yesterday. Hope you enjoyed yourself Fen! Chickakuku~

ROFL.

-TRALALALA-

Whee! Spent the whole day pampering myself. Hahaha woke up late today because it's my free day! Spent 2 hours watching online dramas before heading out! Now my legs are aching so much! >_<

Now, i've 2 project deadlines to meet and one more assignment due and i'll be free from deadlines! Yipeee! ( I refuse to acknowledge the impending examinations...)

Yesterday was my long day but it went pretty well without the previous week's lethargy. Finally could spend my breaks talking and not studying or rushing my assignments. YAY! Haha had lunch (tea break??) with yt, mg, pk, dan and debs! As usual, it was fun, entertaining, and simply relaxing to be with them, talking about anything under the sun! Yesss...i spent 2 hours talking and laughing and not sitting at the deck prodding my calculator! AMAZING! Haven't met Debs in a long while so we were catching up quite a bit but realised we were the only ones talking after a while and the rest were busy revising :P Ahhh but i deserve the little pampering after the mad rush of deadlines eh?!

Thanks Yt for always doing the assignment too even though you don't have to submit it just so that i can compare answers with you! Really, really appreciate it! Really grateful to have friends like you though i feel i'm like a free-rider -_-

Haha the reason why i decided to devote 2 hours today to watching online dramas is because of our darling Mg! While we were all slogging our guts through our assignments, this dear girl could actually spare the time to watch dramas, play her DS and read novels!!!! Like....???? ROFL.

It's like everytime i see Yt or Dan, they will be poring over their notes - Yt over her Ec notes and Dan was always staring at some mathematical formulae :S, and MG?! She is the happy-go-lucky type. Consuming her leisure on her highest possible utility curve! Hahaha!!

And Charm!! All thanks to you i've been hooked on to such an expensive addiction!!!! Aaahhh!!! I should never had taken that spoon from you that day! I'm trying to kick it but can't! Kuaile's abilty to resist temptation is soo strong!!! ROFL! She refuses to take the first step (spoon???) ! Hahaha! Press on yea! We'll go through all things together :) Conquer all the obstacles in our way! Yay! We can do it!!!!!!

-忍-

-人间-

刚才在电视节目上听到几位老同学唱了这首歌，《人间》。平常并没有注意歌词的我，但应为是老同学在唱，所以拼命地读歌词，想了解歌的意义。哈哈，不敢说完全明白歌的意义，但他们的用心感动了我。把歌词读了几遍，才比较了解啦！

《人间》

风雨过后不一定有美好的天空

不是天晴就会有彩虹

所以你一脸无辜不代表你懵懂

不是所有感情都会有始有终

孤独尽头不一定惶恐

可生命总免不了最初的一阵痛

但愿你的眼睛只看得到笑容

但愿你流下每一滴泪都让人感动

但愿你以后每一个梦不会一场空

天上人间如果真值得歌颂

也是因为有你才会变得闹哄哄

天大地大世界比你想像中朦胧

我不忍心再欺哄

但愿你听得懂

但愿你会懂该何去何从

听了这首歌也听了好几遍。。。越听越有伤感。哈哈！歌词太有意义了 …………