-变化-

这淡化的因素...是因我而起吗？

我变了吗？

-Lovely Christmas Tree-

3rd Day of Christmas - I met up with people whom I haven't met for a long time. Entered the Christmas Tree that I didn't manage to enter after walking long stretches of road in the wee hours of the morning the other time!!

Good grief. If only we managed to enter the tree that time!! It was breathtaking!! I can't put in to words how happy I felt looking up from inside. This was the best I could capture given the (annoying) crowd inside.
Definitely one of the best trees in Singapore this Christmas. It was awesome. So beautiful and even, may I say, romantic (with the right company, that is). Hahaha with the moon as the backdrop..awww...pretty dazzling lights like stars twinkling in delight. Oh my, it rhymes! HAHAHAH! Okay okay. Take pity on someone who has no life and spouting nonsense to entertain herself yea?! Just humour me, alright? ^^,
Yayy! My secondary school pal, Debs! I was in heels and i'm still shorter than her?! MANN! Imagine the image if i was in my favourite flats -_-"'

Who's this sad guy whom people love to tell him, "Let's just be friends"
Awww..but we still love him!

My darlingg bro who's willing to stand up and beat up whichever guy who bullies me!

Who CLAIMS to give up soccer just for me but still went for soccer in the end -_-"'
And the end of the day, he's still thinking...and thinking..and thinking...why is he called...

Mr. Just Be Friends.

Aww...

Managed to meet up with Mantou too. Goodness. I ended up oversleeping this morning. Thank God I wasn't late though.

Anyway, I might be going for BodyWorlds afterall!! WHEEE WHEEE WHEEEE!!!!! I found someone!!! HAHAHAHAHA ^-^ Anybody else wants to gooo???????

-Christmas Season-

Month of December = CHRISTMAS!!! = My favourite time of the year ^-^

Attended a number of Christmas parties this year. As I was uploading the pictures, I realised I do not have the pictures of 2 parties because for some reason, I didn't even take out my camera during the party. One was the BBQ party with the other department's people who very kindly invited me. The other party was a housewarming cum Christmas party.

Well..to sum up my very exciting Christmas this year which was most unfortunately marred by a little incident because of a broken and forgotten promise (-_-"')..Here goes! It spans over 2 weeks by the way...

In the wee hours of night/morning...a very "romantic" walk along Orchard Road...zzz...

The Theme Party...

Anyway, this is my favourite card received this year..hahaha...the message is very sensitive...so...yea...But I love the way my name was written! The very intricate design that shows the effort and sincerity ;) Heehee nice nice!
This period has been pretty wonderful...While others were busy Christmas shopping during lunchbreaks this week, I was no exception :P Enjoyed the company that I had during lunch (but this is coming to an end soon because farewell is inevitable :( why does time pass so fast when you're having fun?! )

Anyway, one particular lunch that I absolutely had to mention was when we went onboard a ship. Hahaha received a chocolate ice-cream treat that had me looking so messy and unglam *-* The ice-cream was dripping all over my hands that more ice-cream was on the floor than in my stomach -_-"' But it was fun nevertheless. You wore a shirt that said "cheer you up!" and yes, you did cheer me up! Thanks for everything~! I still can't believe though that this is coming to an end..well, I'm still glad that all these took place though :) It adds to my collection of Happy Memories ^-^ Whoots~

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!

-Updates~-

Hello people!! (that is if people actually bother to visit this blog of mine...if not, Hi to myself!) Anyway, this week have been a really busy week. I have to apologise to those whom I previously promised to meet but ended up not meeting at all. In this last week, the average hours slept each night is probably only 4-5 hours?? ROARS!

But it's Christmas in a few days time!! And everyone's trying to meet up with everyone..and with the horrendous work schedules these days..I find myself close to crashing every night. Juggling social and work life needs ALOT of energy.

I'm glad friends find time and bother to ask me out even though we are all so busy with our own lives. But sometimes I really have to turn them down because of the crazy amount of deadlines I have to meet that eating dinner in office is slowly becoming a norm. Which is really sad?!

But I try my best to enjoy this festive season as well..hahah..i'm not a workaholic so I'll still find time to escape back into a less complicated world which is really essential for my mental health. Though I must admit that it comes at an expense of my physical health because falling deep into sleep on the bus is not uncommon. It's really deep sleep. The only time i wake up is when i hit my head against the window or my head swings the other side that jolts me up. I'm starting to wonder how dangerous it is for me..and understand why people can rest their heads on strangers' shoulders when they sleep..hahaha don't worry it hasn't happen to me (yet) but boy i need a shoulder that I can rest on!

Okayy I really have to stop all my rambling so that I can finish this post fast and get some must needed sleep...zzz...

Anyway, I met up with the other uni clique. The last time we met was at graduation, I think?? As like all of our gatherings, the guys will always think of somewhere unique to go. Okay la..I'm a country bumpkin..so i get fascinated by all the places they bring us to. Heh..I always get to go to new places with them. So this time, it was the Toy Museum! There was a cafe/restaurant/winebar below the museum, which was where we had our dinner. We toured part of the museum in the dark because it was actually closed and it was pretty creepy actually...hmm...but the ambiance in the cafe was great...food was pretty good too and the company was fantastic as well :)

GH picked me up and while we waited for the others to arrive, we started cam-whoring. Make that, HE was cam-whoring. Hahaha the picture below justifies how well he can take his own pictures. He admits that he is good at "zhi-pai"s and he used MY camera to take his own picture, can you believe that??
Okay, yea..I look really tired in the picture because I was really tired AND hungry. Plus, I didn't even bother to slap on some make up.
And this was what I had..I forgot the name of it but it was pretty good. I polished it off in a matter of minutes??

Whee~~ The clique :)

We totally blocked the Christmas tree! GOSH!
Oh mann...I forgot the name of this place but it's the chocolate place at Esplanade! I'm so going back there to eat the chocolate truffle. Shall find some like-minded people to go :) This fondue came with 3 types of chocolate - Dark chocolate, Milk Chocolate and White Chocolate. I can't say i like the White Chocolate though..It was too sweet for my tastebuds...
Our Chairman looking all cocky with his secretaries...^-^
Chairman 'okayed' this shot...
Steps to eat a chocolate fondue when they provide 3 types of Chocolate. Let our Chairman show you how..First you dip the fruit/marshmallow into each of the chocolate once........


And then you dip it in to your favourite chocolate once more...
Then you can eat it! Hahaha!
Turns out Chairman was really good at self-shots too...so guys are actually good at this!
On another day during a photoshoot...
We looked like we were so happy but I was actually really uncomfortable??!! Especially the one behind my head which I had to support it using my shoulder and head.
We took alot of pictures but I have difficulty asking them to give the rest to me because of some unknown reasons, the photographer was only willing to release these few shots when sooooo many were taken -_-"' BAKA.

More updates another day~ I need to turn in now!

- Hmm... -

I came across a photo...and suddenly Ber's words came to mind. Though he might have said it as an offhand comment at that point of time...it seemed like it was directed to me. For me.

How true it is though..Hmmm...

忠言逆耳。。。

So what is the best way forward, I wonder??

Oops! Time for bed! Nitey nite~~

- =^-^= -

It has been so long since I have laughed so much.

HAHAHA.

2 of us = laughter + coughing + more laughter

We always seemed to be drugged/drunk together. The laughter never ceases! The time flies by when we are in our own world. The company makes all the difference ^-^

Went shopping today. Bought so much stuff. Bought Christmas gifts and pretty pretty clothes!! Having PP is good ;) But the after effects are kind of bad...mmm...

On our way home, a request to pull myself out of the pothole that i keep falling in to was made. It made me think. It really, really made me think. How many times does one fall into the same pothole? Each fall gets progressively more painful. Bruised. Battered. Yet, the same mistake is repeated. How many people have told me the same thing, "Grace, stop it. Stop it and get yourself out of this mess" Something along this line anyway...and i realize how stubborn i can get...but acknowledging my own bull-headed personality doesn't change my decisions because there are always conflicting thoughts and emotions. More often than not, the rational decision is almost always discarded.

I am so tired.

Give me more time please, God?

It is so heartening to know that beneath all our non-intellectual banter and foolish jokes, there is genuine care and concern. The sharing..the problems..the happiness..the sadness..the anger..the teasing..the honesty of it all. No pretense. No mask. No discomfort. No wonder people always say that as you get older, it gets harder to find true friends.

What will the world be like without these angels??

Thank you my darlingg friend for your company :)

- suki na uta -

看日落

往大海里沉没

一动不动

到烟头烫了你的手

不要说什么都别刺破

就算结束

努力温暖到最后

我想静静离开

你却从背后

拉住我的手

你并没有用力

怎么我那么痛

我多想说没有关系

我还爱你

却挤不出一丝力气

是我错过什么记忆

才从幸福跳到这里

最怕自己从今以后

什么都不相信

当初多勇敢爱了你

多勇敢才能原谅你

我为什么 那么爱你

爱到什么都说可以

发誓绝不做的事情

现在做的不想放弃

爱情到底让人脆弱

还是让人坚定

我用尽最后的力气

从头到尾都没有哭泣

爱曾是

我盲目的理由

你犯的错

除了我别人都看透

暮色中

心特别的寂寞

眼眶的泪

该为你还是为我流

- Missing you... -

The little ornament that sits on my desk smiling at me everyday :)

Thanks darlinggs~

It serves as a reminder that the world isn't entirely love-less...

^-^

HUGGSS!

-暖星-