-我累了-

我累了。

真的好累, 好累。

Many things have happened during this period that have caused the body and brain to work excessively for a holiday season. In the process, the other (most) vital organ in the body seemed to have gained quite a few pounds -.- More often that not, the organ and brain doesn't quite agree with each other. Hmm.

Holidays are to be carefree, and carefree it was.

Amidst the outings, meetups and fun, the sky is slowly overcast. Fatigue sets in. Perhaps i should turn off my phone while i'm sleeping. How many times during this holiday have i been awakened by the sound of the vibration of my mobile phone? Just this morning, it happened again -.- And the first sentence i heard after "Hello?!" was "did i just wake you up?!" And the very amused laughter over the other end of the line followed. Why do my friends wake up so early!? ARGH. Despite having just woken me up, he went on and burdened me with all the codes and descriptions of the modules..what a great start to the day. I only had 4.5 hours of sleep, my dear friend -.- Okay i'm banging on the fact that he doesn't find his way here so yea, i'm complaining.

Grace without sufficent sleep is an extremely grouchy Grace! Grace needs alottt of sleep. But she's not that disciplined with her bedtime. Her bad. RAHS. Friends around her please knock her out when she's still online late at night. ROFL.

Recently, i've been discussing with a couple of friends about habits and how easily we form habits. When the routine suddenly changes, it takes some time to adapt to the new routine and disengage ourselves from the emotional attachment to the old routines. The dependence and over-reliance on people, on things and the familiarity of routines just instill inexplicable fear. Fear that someday these patterns will change. Ever so abruptly. The emotional disengagements will prove to be a challenge. With the disengagements, there will come more emotional confusions. Mmm.

So... During this period of bidding frenzy, it suddenly dawned on me that this could be the last time i will be able to grumble about the bidding system. Ironic isn't it?!

BLEH. I'm tired. I just need an outlet of frustration. Please ignore me. And why am i still not sleeping? Because i can't find enough modules to take. OH MANN.