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Myr reads me like an open book.






From my little actions, my silence, to my smiles. She can tell whether or not i'm in my best moods.



Hahaha, we know each others' MOST embarrassing moments.

We have seen each other in our ugliest states. (mmm perhaps i should say SHE saw ME in my ugliest state.)

We know the silly things that make us smile and eyes glazed.

We do all the most foolish things together.

We lose all thoughts of maintaining our image (if we even have one to begin with, RAHAHA!) when we roar with laughter. Well, Myr snorts and chortles with laughter. ^-^

And sometimes, we unintentionally seal ourselves away from the world --> Something that our exco mates have gotten so used to. Hahaha, Zx always say "Don't care about the 2 of them already"



Today started off a wreck. Had Macro paper in the morning. I felt the same as how i felt when i stepped out of the hall last sem after the Micro Midterm. Hopefully, the results will be like last sem's Micro. A miracle.

On a side note, i wonder if i'm the only one irritated during the paper that the lecturer keeps speaking in to the mic?? Everytime he spoke, i had to waste time rereading the question again. And he kept repeating those rather pointless issues.

So i trudged off to Science after taking my own sweet time, and even discussing my Econometrics assignment answers with Mg and going to the toilet. I actually STOPPED walking and spoke to Lx on the phone. I didn't even run for the bus though i saw A1,A2 and D just a short distance up ahead. Yet, as soon as i reached the bus stop, another D arrived and somehow or rather i was pushed up the bus. And guess what. I wasn't late for lecture. SIGH.



Those days that i run and rush like crazy along corridors and up the bus, i still arrive at Science late. Yet, strangely, though i was taking my own sweet time to get there roday, i was on time! And all i wanted was a little time alone to breathe and take in all that had happened. Kick myself for forgetting all the stupid formulae that i had painstakingly memorised throughout the week and forgetting them as soon as i want to pen them on the question paper. ARGH.



Anyway, as soon as i stepped in to the LT, Myr asked me how my paper went. And i almost cried just telling her about it. That gentle pat and reassurance. I have just one word -FRIENDSHIP. What a glorious thing to have! It cheered me up considerably and we were laughing abt random stuffs though the focal point was still about the same thing. Hahah Eeks. The stupid thing that i did that led to more discussion over it and others' thoughts and feelings about it.



Hahaha it's an unspoken agreement that we head for the same place every Monday. We know where to alight though we stand so far apart on the bus and never arranged where to eat prior to that. Reason being, hahaha, we always eat at the same place, eat the same food, and head to the same place after that.



HAHAHAHA! And if the situation allows, the lunch will be revelation time! I remember one particular Monday, Myr told me a piece of news and i sulked. Hahaha and eventually she couldn't stand it and gave in to me. Wahahaha! And that was AFTER we were viciously attacked by mosquitos after a long discussion.



Myr says i'm a rotten actress.



And i can't agree more.



Hahaha, maybe that's why she reads me like an open book. Maybe everyone reads me easily too? BLEH. No wonder why Mediacorp doesn't approach me to act, even as a passerby. RAHAHAHA.

You know, things catch you at the most unexpected moment. Something that i expected that would happen 2 weeks from now actually took place today, leaving me amused, embarrassed, and well, shocked. Totally caught me unprepared 0.0 But it did reveal something about someone about not hearing, not feeling and not seeing. Hiak hiak. Leaving me in restrospect the whole bus ride home.

(I am soo not looking forward to Friday. I should not have sucumbed to Myr's persuasion and stood firm on my ground. Pouts. Somehow i just don't feel good about it and more often than not, my gut feeling is right. Argh.. and the events that have built up to it now seem to justify my fear.)